More thoughts roaming in my head

Ok, I just blogged, but as I was reading older blogs more thoughts started running through my head. All my life I have felt that I am missing out on something - in the larger scheme of things. Like, I'm missing my calling or I'm meant for something more than what I am doing now. When I was younger I thought teaching was my way to serve our world, and I still do, but lately I just can't shake the feeling that there is more. I've often wondered if it might be ministry - mission trips - that I am meant for, Maybe Language Arts isn't what I am supposed to be teaching. LOL
I think in my mind I believe, whole heartedly, that one day a man will enter my life who has a Godly heart and a passion for Christ and he and I will learn to serve the Lord together in a much larger way. Music is involved somehow too but I just don't know how yet. I have so many unanswered questions. One day though, one day I will meet someone who helps me solve all the mysteries roaming around in my head. "He" will be the man I marry and he will help me live this life I am meant for.